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ruikasa doodle !!! sshhhhh,,,, they r eepy
#ruikasa#tsukasa tenma#rui kamishiro#project sekai#pjsk#pjsk fanart#fanart#my art#AHHH I HATE THEM SO MUCH#Made this while listening to malice mizer I LOVE MALICE MIZERR !!!!
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finally finished fantasy high junior year and of course my brain had to, against my will, start making an au for the npmd guys. it's so bad that i literally had to doodle some of them
this au is still very much in its infancy and might probably stay there, but i had some ideas for these guys. richie is also included in this au, i'm still working out the kinks for his design
but essentially it would start with the six main characters starting their freshman year at some adventuring academy and after some event, are forced to be in a party together for the rest of the year. they all really don't like each other at the beginning, but eventually grow closer as they uncover the evils that have taken root in hatchetfield (this is just the vague synopsis)
steph is a high elf sorcerer, grace is an aasimar cleric, ruth is a half orc bard, pete is a firbolg wizard, max is a tiefling barbarian, and, honestly, still kinda struggling with what richie would be, for now, he's an air genasi rogue (very much could change) [below are their basic designs, which turned out not too bad]
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i'll put more of my idea below the cut, but this au may not be really fleshed out completely anytime soon, gotta a lot of wips with little time on my hands. but check it out if you're interested (and, this is probably a long shot, but if you have ideas for richie, i would love them!! please)
Just to be very clear, this is a DND au, specifically an au of Fantasy High which is a Dimension 20 show that I love very dearly. A lot of the worldbuilding would be heavily based on that world (so I use some terms that are from fantasy high throughout this, but I think it's still very understandable if you haven't watched any of it. But if you don't know a lot about DND, this may not make the most sense) But, I still have Hatchetfield twists and this is mainly my own story I'm coming up with, there's inspirations, but still mostly my own.
I'm, first of all, imagining that Hatchetfield is much like Elmville and exists in Spyre as some modern town. So all kinds of species and magic exist in this world. Most of the people are raised up as adventurers like any DND world.
So, basicially the big bad would be the lords in black. They would operate as gods that are in the same pantheon and pretty much share power with each other. Wiggly would operate as the leader, but they are equal in regards to strength. The one being keeping them in check and preventing them from taking over the world is Webby. They once existed in the same pantheon before Webby left. She and her few remaining followers aim to counter their ploys.
The Lords would give anything to eliminate Webby, but as long as she has followers that remember her name and believe in her, she remains a God. They are constantly trying to hunt down followers of Webby, but they are far too elusive.
But, there still remains a chance for the Lords to stop Webby once and for all and purge the world of her followers. There is a prophecy. (I don't have the exact wording yet) Essentially it claims that one of the Lords' devotees will have a child that is imbued with Webby's powers at birth. On the first blood moon after their fifteenth birthday, the child has the choice to devote themselves to the Lords or be sacrificed in the Lords' names. Either way, the Lords will finally be given the power to strike down Webby for good. With the child, they'll have an edge over Webby that they can capitalize on. The child devoting themselves would be making a warlock pact and sacrificing is sacrificing. Until this child is born, the Lords wait.
The devotees are, of course, the Church of the Starry Children. They are devoted to the entire pantheon. I'm still debating the exact people involved, but the Youngs, the Monroes, and Solomon Lauter are for sure there. They operate in secrecy, also waiting for this child to be born. In the meantime they try to gain higher up positions within the town so they can aid in the taking over the world when it occurs. Solomon is the mayor.
As another avenue for the Lords to gain more power, they gain individual followings. They do this by tricking their followings into believing they are some different god. The heads of these individual churches know who the real god is, but no one else. The corruption runs deep in Hatchetfield.
One of the centerpieces of Hatchetfield is the adventuring academy (place holder name is Blim's Battling Academy) ((Jeff Blim would be the principal)). This is a place that acts as the highschool where young adventurers learn how to succeed in their chosen class.
The character at the heart of the story, that's at the center of it all, is Stephanie Lauter. She is a High Elf, like her father, and she was born as a Divine Soul (chaos affinity) Sorcerer (as the nepo baby she is). She is the child from the prophecy, but does not know about it and doesn't know what her father really does. She's had that white streak in her hair since birth. She is not thrilled to be going to school and being forced to join a party. She has that same rebellious spark from the musical and hates authority just as much. She has some grasp on her abilities, but knows very little of why she was given these powers and from who. Though she won't admit it, she wants more of an understanding and she doesn't often feel worthy of these powers because she did nothing to earn them. She's disliked her father ever since her mother vanished without a trace one day and he refused to tell her what happened. (That was due to some Nibbly stuff)
The next important character is Grace Chasity. She was born as an aasimar to human parents. She was seen as a blessing to them. Her celestial heritage shows through her white hair and white freckles. She was raised in Blinky's pretend church (I still need a name for what Grace believes it to be.) She is a Domain of Order Cleric. She believes that following her deity is the best way to go and has some superiority complex because of it. She does have one secret though, that her parents have always urged her to keep hidden. She is a fallen aasimar which means that her divine energy manifests as a necrotic shroud and through skeletal, flightless wings that appear on her back. (This occurs when they were touched by dark powers in their youth which was Blinky in her case, but Modify Memory was used on her, so she doesn't remember it) She fully believes this darkness is who she is and will do anything to cover that up.
Another character that is pretty fleshed out is Max Jägerman. He is a red tiefling that was born to his human father and tiefling mother. Max also lost his mother to something when he was younger. He is a Path of the Zealot Barbarian. After Max's mom vanished, his father turned mean and distant. The only path to gain his attention was through worshipping his deity (Wiggly). Max himself doesn't have as much understanding or faith in this God, kept in the dark a lot. He only does it to appease his father and that is so strong he gets the same effects as if he was worshipping the deity directly. When he rages he gets a little radiant damage bonus to his attacks. He is still the same asshole from the musical, like he seriously sucks and is a massive bully (honestly, kinda like Ragh before his redemption arc), but he didn't go to middle school with any of the characters. (The plot hinges on the fact that none of them really know each other.) He is, of course, a major player on the blood rush team (this world's version of football)
For the nerdy trio I have less fleshed out ideas, I also want them to have a tie to the cult, but I still need more time to think on it.
Ruth is a Half Orc, born to half orcs (her tusks are kinda supposed to like the head gear she wore, though I might still give her head gear). She's never felt compelled to use her natural given strength and instead finds that her passion points more to theater and learning to be a bard. She still is very anxious, so her Charisma is not the best and therefore she's not a very good bard yet. She is a College of Spirits Bard. She's not the best with persuading others and her connection to spirits further ostracizes her. She doesn't have the best control over the spirits she conjures. Her arc would be about gaining the confidence to be a true bard and to step into her potential. There could be a possible Pokey connection too.
Pete is a firbolg, like the rest of his family. He is a a Chronurgy (time manipulation magic) Wizard (this is from the Explorer's Guide to Wildmount, so Critical Role, but I think I'm still going to go with it because it fits him too well). He has no idea where these time manipulation powers have come from, they're sometimes out of his control. He likes to keep his head down in his studies, to be invisible. He is still reeling from the disappearance of his brother, who vanished without a trace, he also had shown some Chronurgy abilities before he was gone. He sometimes pokes around and look for answers, but nothing has come up yet. He doesn't have a good feeling about it. (Tinky would be Pete's connection).
And for Richie, I still need to think of his basic arc, I really don't know yet. For now, he's an Air Genasi and a Scout Rogue, but that is not set in stone. I think he would definitely be a rogue, but he could be a phantom rogue and have that connection to Ruth with the spirit stuff. Again, would love other opinions!
So, basically the main plot is them having a Bad Kids situation where they all get detention or miss out on choosing a party and they're all forced to be in a party together. There are a lot of contentions in the beginning, but they begin to unfold the mystery of the church of the starry children and the prophecy Steph's in. They get closer as they share their insecurities and help each other grow from them. The ending would be them facing down the cult and stop Steph from playing her role in the prophecy. (The loophole is that Steph has the choice, she's not forced to make a choice. She still has the option to opt out and stop them from gaining her power.) I also have Grace discovering the origins of her religion and choosing to change deities. Right now, she changes domains to the Tempest Domain (basically going from order to the natural chaos of storms because Grace is more unhinged than not and she should be free to have that chaos) Pete finds out where Ted went, Tinky got him, and where his abilities stem from (i think he would eventually switch classes to multiclass artificer, but that would probably happen sometime later). Max faces off with his dad and learns the truth about his deity. Ultimately will stand against him and start the process of finding another source for his rage (most likely Path of the Totem Warrior and choosing the wolf as his totem spirit)
The only ship I currently have is Steph/Grace, from what I set up, it's kinda the obvious choice. They have contentions because Grace is struggling with being a fallen aasimar and Steph, who did nothing for her powers, automatically having this divine energy. Something that was not given to Grace regarding her heritage when all she does is maintain faith. And that hits a sore spot for Steph because she deep down doesn't believe she deserves it either, but has it regardless. She wishes she had the choice for her class, that she wasn't stuck, and hates that Grace had the option and chose that. That's what I have so far (Grace also has those contentions with Max because of his faith and how, despite the fact he's a tielfing and asshole, he's still gifted something radiant, but these two will just be friends) More ships may be added, but who knows
This is what I have so far, I may continue with this and may even write it one day, but not in the near future at all. I want to make each of the storylines more equal, it seems like I have a lot of focus on some but that's only because those ideas came pretty easily first. Steph is the heart, but I want more balance and more plot given to the nerdy trio. Again, if you have an idea for Richie (Please) or any other ideas for this, I'd love to hear it!!! And, thank you for reading it to this point, I ended up having a lot more than I thought!!
#hatchetfield#grace chasity#max jagerman#ruth fleming#peter spankoffski#stephanie lauter#richie lipschitz#npmd au#npmd#pip’s rambles#this kinda got out of hand#i really love dnd and this was a great way to combine all of my obsession!!#i even don't hate my drawings that much#Even tried to color them a little#i really need to stop with these new ideas and focus on the ones in front of me#also first time drawing pete ruth and max!#can’t believe it took so long#lautity#its still so scary posting drawings and my au idea ahhh
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“The next time you want to make a point,” Jude says, “I beg you not to make it so dramatically.”
His shoulder hurts, and she may be right about the iron poisoning. He certainly feels as though his head is swimming. But he smiles up at the trees, the looping electrical lines, the streaks of clouds.
“So long as you’re begging,” he says.
—How the King of Elfhame Learned to Hate Stories
#AHHH#Pleasee#he’s so dramatic#and funny#I love both of them so much#cardan greenbriar#queen of nothing#jude duarte#the cruel prince#this is one book I’ve been rereading since middle school#and it keeps getting better#💖💖#how the king of elfhame learned to hate stories#holly black
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Fruit Bun
Gon smiles looking at Killua with adoration.
“But I want to spoil you.”
He says bluntly.
Killua whines.
“G-Gon! …I don’t want to get used to it.”
Read on ao3!
#;windy’s stuff#gonkillu#gon x killua#hxh#hunter x hunter#gon#killua#ao3 links are still broken for me so I guess I’m doing it this way now!! That’s okay cuz I’ve gone through a couple ways of sharing fics#instead of adding the link I’ll just add the hyperlink to words since that still works for now!#GON JUST LOOKING AT KI WITH ADORATION AND SO MUCH LOVE HHHHHH#KIS JUST A CUTE WITTLE ORANGE CUTEST WITTLE PATOOTIE#KI WOULD BE SUCH A GOOD MOM 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🤧#KI HUMMING SOFLTY TO HIS KID AHHNNNN SWEETEST PUMPKIN PIE#HES SO SWEET AND AHHHHHHH MY HEART HURTS WHEN HE THINKS GON WILL LEAVE NO AHHHHHHHHHHH#KI SPARKING GON WITH LITTLEST OF SPARKS IS SO CUTE AHHHH HES SO CUTEEE#NO TALK TO ME IM ANGY VIBES SO CUTEEEE AND POUTY AHHHHHHHH#KI WITH A CARDIGAN PULLED OVER HIS LITTLE FINGERS JUST HAS ME AHHHHHH#KI JUST POKING HIS LITTLE HEAD OUT PEEKING OUT AHHH KILLS ME IT IS SOOO CUTE AAHHHH HNNNNNNN#EXPLODES INTO PIECES#GON KISSING KIS KNUCKLES ALWAYS HAS MEEE RAHHHHHHHHH#AHHHHHH GON TUCKING HAIR BEHIND KIS LITTLE EAR I JUST NOM NOM NOM NOM THEM THEM AHHHHHH YOU COULD NEVER MAKE ME HATE THEM I JUST INHALES TH#KIS THE CUTEST LITTLE BABEY AHHHHH#AHHHHH I LOVE THEMMMM SO MUCH
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On a random note, my favorite dynamic in ADSOM is probably Alucard and Kell or Maxim and Kell or Holland and Kell or Rhy and Kell. Wait, or Lila and Alucard or Rhy and Lila.
#i love posting untagged adsom posts like anyone of my mutuals knows what im talking about#i could get so wax poetic about v.e. schwab#they are a GENIUS#like the characters she creates AHHH#and vicious?#i am a little overhalfway through vengeful rn#the characters THE CHARACTERS#i mean no one can beat kell and tes#tes is my baby#i don't talk about her much but she is everything to me#second only ever to kell#but Victor? that's a CHARACTER#i love how i hate and love all of them simultaneously#Sydney also like AHHH#and mitch and AHH#serena was also deeply interesting to me#and now marcella and june? i don't like them but I don't like any of these characters but i love them ahhhh#that's what makes vicious so good#like i don't like anyone but I LOVE their characters ahhh#but then they also have likable characteristics at the same time#i could talk about v.e. schwab characters for hours if someone let me#and that's not even getting into the relationships because the relationships AH#i think i would go feral while talking about them#like eli and victor as archenemies?#victor and sydney? mitch and sydney? serena and Sydney?#hell even angie and victor and eli ahhh#eli and sydney too like ahhhhhh#also adsom#i could talk about all the one's mentioned in this post forever#okay these are monster tags
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me and what we want are going through a lovers spat rn because i desperately want to write more for it but i constantly feel like shit so its really getting in the way of our relationship. also if youve sent me any asks that i havent responded to i am geniunely so sorry about it i am in the trenches right now
#sophie speaks#the disability is disabling me and its PISSING ME OFF#just let me write bro its not that hard#aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh#like im always thinking about it#drunk www!reader dancing to hot to go with the boys and every single one of them thinking about how bad they want to plow you as you-#jokingly flirt and wink and tease. and the entire time you have no idea theyre totally down 100% ready to go#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#if it gives fun dumb party vibes it is for www.#www is about the hot girl mascara running end of the night heels in hand look#hundredth thing i said www is about but like. something something the beauty of life and kindness and love and hope vs hate and loneliness#anything even close to that ballpark is what we want#gonna cry i geniunely want to write for it so bad i know im just complaining over and over but being chronically ill sucks so much#chronic pain sucks so much like whyyyyyyyyy cant i even go out to a cafe to buy takeaway in the car whyyyyyyyyy is the sun painful#its not supposed to be like that man :(#god i want another few months of my fibro going into remission pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee january february i loved you more than anything ever ahhh#nnnnnnnnnnghhhhhhhhhhh#ill. ill get there one day#so says most people#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#maybe ill just put in like the next hundred words or something#chugging along#so fucking slowly but yknow. literally have to spend basically all of the day inside my room because it hurts too much to be outside it#so. maybe i can give myself just a little slack. the tinniest bit
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y'all are so fucking stupid Disrespectfully
#so Post going around screenshot of a terf blog gloating about the ''transmascs vs transfems'' discourse#because Haha yay the trannies are fighting we don't even have to put in the work of hating them if they do it to themselves#fucking Entire notes section people blaming it on trans men talking about their oppression#Congratulations ! you're in the post ! the terf was talking about you specifically ! 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏#if you think the solution to ''there's some weird oppression olympics mentality going on#where you can find people on both sides thinking We Have It Worse and refusing to engage with the other side's problems''#is ''tell one side to shut up'' idk what to fucking tell you. i don't know what to tell you.#like. yeeees there won't be much discourse left to had if only one side gets to talk that Would in fact work.#in the same way if 2 guys are starving and you want to reduce the number of starving people Shooting one of them dead would work#suuuuure the solution would be feed them both but ahhh the gun is just So much more fun to use.#plus if i just shoot one of them i can pat myself on the back for reducing the number of starving people#while not having actually fed anyone ! win win innit !#for fuck's sake#are there transmascs with weird dismissive attitudes towards transfems implying they get All the support while boys get none#Yes that's a thing & that's a problem. same but reverse also exists & is also a problem.#does that mean any transmasc talking about oppression they face is slighting transfems. No. reverse also applies here.#nature worked incredibly hard on giving us ears to listen and eyes to read. be good if we'd fucking use them.#you can't do Exactly what the terf describes as a good thing. seeing a terf agree should be your ''ok i need to reevaluate'' moment#fucking uplift each other. where the fuck are we going with this crabs in a bucket shit. not out of the bucket that's for sure
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tfw u finally go to make urself a dinner plate and some nasty ass man walks into the kitchen, picks up the entire serving bowl of creamed corn and puts his filthy mouth on the bowl like it’s a giant cup and tilts it straight in. multiple times. 🙃
#could you not wait long enough to get a fucking spoon and your own bowl like a civilized human respectful of other people#Seven’s Public Diary#vent#vent post#food mention#yeah no it’s cool it’s fine it’s not like i wanted to eat some too or anything#it’s not like that’s one of the only vegan dishes here that i can therefore eat haha no it’s fine#i guess a normal person wouldn’t let it bother them but my OCD is having none of it. that corn is Tainted with your Mouth Germs now#oh what you want one of the last rolls that i was gonna eat? yeah no that’s cool man that’s fine eat as much as you want! :)#i hate the holidays more and more every year. nothing but stress and for what. i don’t even like these people#but whatever i guess i shouldn’t bitch about it when i choose to remain here#as if everyone with a shitty family has the power and ability to just Leave. i don’t think you realize the extent of my disability#but fucking whatever#someone put dirty plates in the cabinet with the clean ones#someone put the turkey in with a sink full of dishes#someone put the mashed potatoes in the bread box#i’m not even exaggerating#ahhh the joys of being the only sober person here. man what the actual hell. what level of intoxication must one reach to do this shit#whatever it’s fine i just have to learn to stop giving a fuck. let them be stupid and live with the consequences.#it’s late and i’m getting a stress headache. time to go brave the kitchen once more and actually get food this time#then i can be miserable in bed. but with food :) and eat myself sick as a shitty form of self-soothing#but it’s fine today bc it’s literally Eat Too Much day in the US so for once it’s kinda normal#then be too tired and depressed to make myself brush my teeth. and therefore contribute to my dental issues. two birds and all that#am i even making sense anymore. im so tired. of being a person. and like. existing#but im grateful to have food and running water and electricity and a place to sleep and everything else i take for granted#so i should just focus on that and try to ignore all the bad#ough i feel sick. okay Food Time fr this time. let’s hope no one’s in the kitchen now
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Once you meet like cishet dudes that are actually cool and you can dudebro around its the funnest shit I'm like dude imagine for every birthday as a kid you just got barbie dolls and dollar store nail polish and they were like broooo that sounds awful I know your pain
#my straight boy friends are lowkey gay as fuck but#being the person i am i have an easier time with cis men than women#just cause cis men are much more overt with transphobia and they tend to see how im like them and appreciate my aggro male rigomoroll#with women i feel like ahhh im out of place youre all bathed and shit#you keep your voices at an even speaking level 😭😭#jk straight cis girls scare the shit out of me and they tend to think im like them for some reason so ill see them make shit up and project#deffo been traumatized by both cisgenders but i think i focus more on trauma from women cause it lasts so long#with gossipping and snitching and making shit up to their boyfriends#so with men it was usually one and done id get my ass kicked but the cycle was perpetuated by their crusty girls#god theyre like fucking symbiotic species#anyway no hate all genders are valid both real men and women and cis men and women
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Ruikasa doodle !!!!
#tsukasa tenma#rui kamishiro#ruikasa#project sekai#pjsk#pjsk fanart#fanart#my art#UGHHHHHHHHHH#cant stop thinking about them#ahhh i hate them so much#but I also love them#the sillies#sigh
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In my humble opinion, the smartest thing to ever come out of the arcane fandom was MelJayVik tbh
#rewatching arcane and ykw… these characters are so *EATS THEM*#like they’re so well done and TOGETHER ??? WOWOWOWOW#arcane#meljayvik#I’ve never cried watching arcane and now during my third watch I probably will#AHHH WATCHING THEM VOTE OFF HEIMER THIS IS CRAZY#I HATE THIS SHOW SO MUCH AHHHH#rare non caitvi post#slay on the run
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sorry, halsey — hopeless fountain kingdom.
#ALL POWER DEMANDS PAIN AND SACRIFICE: musings.#NO SLEEP OF THE INNOCENT. NOT FOR YOU: character study.#it kind of surprises me just how much content there is out there about being afraid of intimacy but then again-#i have heard that that is supposedly one of the most common fears that people have apparently. so yeahhh but of course i do mean emotional-#intimacy here and oh my goshhh. i never realized just how sad parts of this song were until i listened to it again.#'i run away when thing's are good and never really understood the way you laid your eyes on me in ways that no one ever could#i hate to say it BUT that is so misao. she really does feel sooo unlovable sometimes and she has this 'leave them before they leave you'-#mentality that is so saddening to have TBH but i understand why she has it. her childhood kind of left her broken in a way i think-#in ways that can't be easily explained as it was very nuanced and complicated. but GAHHH that doesn't stop me from wanting misao-#to find at least some kind of love from people 😭 like she needs at least one friend or something that she can depend on bc i feel like-#that would really help her and being in a house alone all the time whenever she's not at work can not be good for her psyche.#so petition to get misao a friend or two? JSJSJ nahhh but i am legitimately being serious at this point#she needs someone who'll stick with her through thick and thin and will be understanding of the fact that she's got unresolved trauma so-#that partially causes her to be hyperindependent but i firmly believe that she needs people just as much as anyone else.#maybe more in fact but IDK#and the fact that in this song halsey says that she still knows facts about them even though she hasn't talked to them-#in forever? i'm WEEPING AHHH#that is so like misao as well sadly. she would literally take little notes as to what thing's people like to reference later if she had a-#friend because she 'doesn't want to get it wrong' whenever she gets them a present she says but it's really so that she doesn't forget-#how precious this person is to her and how she wrote down all of their favorite things as a result.
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i teared up while writing twtt today o_o
#not even a sad scene sort of just like ooiuhhhghyhhgu u know…..#ahhh i’m so excited#and also so scared#i have already shared my concerns so i won’t ramble too much but damn i really do hope it lives up#i feel like people have high expectations#and i hate the thought of not being able to meet them#especially because i do just love this story so much#and i really want to give it the ending it deserves and the ending that feels right#and i just hope it’s an ending that is satisfying too#delete later#twtt spoilers#not really just in case
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4 U
“Killua, no, no, I’m not mad. Of course, you can buy yourself stuff. That’s why I’m paying you.”
Gon gently lifts Killua’s chin.
Killua’s eyes are filled with tears, and he has a smudge of jelly near his lips.
Gon smiles softly.
Cute.
#;windy’s stuff#gonkillu#hxh#hunter x hunter#gon#killua#gon x killua#HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE ONLY PRINCESS IN THE WORLD! OMG#MY FUCKING HEART! WISH HIM A HAPPY B DAY! HE IS THE MOST PRECIOUS! I ADORE HIM SO MUCH! SO MUCH! AHHHHHH! AHHH! AHHHHH!#KIS SO FUCKING PRECIOUS AND CUTE#THE LITTLE JELLY STAIN NEAR HIS LIPS CUTEEEE#MY KOOOOKOROOOO#HIS LITTLE GIGGLES HES SO HAPPY TO JUST BE TREATED WITH ANY DECENCY MY HEARTTTT#HIM HIM TRYING THE DRESS ON AND BEING SO HAPPY AND LOOKING AT HIMSELF IN THE MIRROR AHHHHHH#KI DESERVES THE WORLD#HES SO PRECIOUSSSS#ZUKYUNNNN AHHHHH#I LOVE KI AHHHHH#RIPS APART THE WORLD#KI IS THE CUTEST#MAID KI IS THE CUTEST#KI HUGGING PLUSHIES CLOSE IS THE CUTEST THING EVER I JUST AHHHHH#WHEN KI CRIES AN ANGEL DIES#MY HEART CANNOT ALLS HES EVER KNOWN IS PAIN PRECIOUS BABEY DESERVES THE WORLD MY HEART ACHES AHHHHHHH#WAHHH AHHHHHHH KIS REACTION TO THE BEAR HE IS THE SWEETEST CUTEST THING EVER I STG#YOU CAN NEVER MAKE ME HATE THEM AHHHHHHHHHH#GONS SO KIND WAHHAHA HHHHH#GON IS KIS PRINCE CHARMING IN EVER UNIVERSE IDC 😤😤😤#I LOVE THEM SO MUCH#DIES
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this is the first time i've felt a minecraft update "doesn't feel like minecraft". the look of the new blocks just feels weird to me. more like a mod.
but that in NO WAY MEANS that i'm NOT excited for it. i'm just a minecraft boomer now, i guess lol. my "cutoff" was 1.20. i grew up on it and played uhh beta i guess? whatever dropped *first* on the legacy console edition before they started updating it.
again, i'm excited! i'm in no way opposed. i'm gonna love it once it drops, i'm sure.
seeing the direction the game has been going has been so neat. new world gen? new trees? better animated mobs? quality of life for all different types of gamers??? awesome as hell. 1.21 might not be "for me" since it already seems mostly combat/maybe pvp related? and that's dope nonetheless.
i just love the funny block game. and even if new updates don't vibe? i can avoid what i dislike. :) <3
#minecraft#thoughts#tht smile is not sarcastic btw i know it can come across that way#also be nice to the devs please#whatever bad decisions are likely not up to them they're just trying to make us all have a good time#minecraft is also my safe space and i have a hard time critisizing it lol#but be nice to the devs!!#i may play with datapacks to improve what i 'dislike' via new biomes and such but the game is still amzing ahhh i love this game so so much#okay one critisim it lags so bad and needs to be optimised i hate that i can't use ice boat highways :(#haven't gotten elytra yet but i know it'll probs lag me too :((
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#one of my least favourite media tropes is the 'bad person w a heart of gold' character lmao#i think its a kneejerk response to my inherent belief that when someone tells you point blank who they are you should believe them lmao#but also maybe its projection bc its not like ppl arent always offput by me for one reason or another#w/o ever actually getting to know me lmao.#so like maybe i just have chosen to disavow all versions of having a 'deeper' self in favour of spitting on the idea that i should have to#prove myself by disproving anything w a Deeper Level of Self lmao. maybe im actually just exactly what meets the eye.#perhaps i am not only totally fine w that but genuinely prefer it that way lmao.#... that is all hypothetical nonsense rambling however lmao. what is objective fact is the Bad Person w A Heart of Gold trope#has done as much damage as the Manic Pixie Dream Girl trope&i fucking hate them both the exact same amount lmao.#what is also objective fact is that i have now dropped two books in a row bc i refuse to sit thru the plot points of#'im an asshole but pls get to know me its def not fucked up that i take my bullshit out on random ppl like a toddler pls coddle this'#&'no one could ever understand my sad life story that makes me extremely abusive pls fix me' LMAO#ahhh i just need better distraction. between everything going on back home&the unstable weather making my unstable body heave#i have been going rather stir crazy&usually i can get thru like a book a day when things are like this#&starting over twice is Offensive right now LMAO.
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